Break ups................
Why must there be love, then come the great tragedy....break ups??!
Is there no love that could withstand the test of time and adversity??!
Then why must we fall in love then?
Different reasons, different needs?
I like to fall in love. Its a wonderful FEELING to be loved in return.
I love to be pampered, to know that there's someone in the world who worries about me, who cares whether i eat, sleep and basically anything. Sometimes I worry him a bit just to feel concern coming from him. Sicko? Not in my sense, its great to know that I have someone who truly belongs to me and me him!
I just want to SEE concern, to SEE love coming from him. I always feel that I do not have to go to such lengths just to get that. Or do I? Why can't couples show more affection to each other? Can't love and concern be shown unconditionally? Why must it always be asked? Be told? Why do caucasians have no whims about showing affection but Asians almost buking at having to hug and kiss their partners in public? A show of affection cost nothing but earns so much out of a relationship.
This was how I thought! Til one day, he called it quits.............................................. Told me to marry a caucasian for all it matters. Says I'll never be able to find an asian guy to fulfill my requirements.
(definitely in the midst of all these, there're other contributing factors to the break-up)
.......To Charles- I had loved you. Never meant to hurt you. Was too insecure to admit that to you. Thought your love was so strong, so strong that it'll shelter me from harm, from bad memories. But apparently, its not. I didnt see it coming, you cheated my feelings for so long.......how could you?? Can you believe I still love you aft all that had happened? We built our home, built our love story, how could you just let it come tumbling down???........................how could you still hurt me even aft we're apart?..............................how could you.......
......Dear - You're a new start in my life. I've gone thru a major break-up just recently. But I guess i've learned. I will bury all unhappiness and bad memories and start afresh again! Will give you the trust you deserve to have. Will continue to give the love and concern I'm capable of giving. But this time round, I'll not expect too much back. But pls, bury your past and bad memories too! I'm not one of your exs. I'm a different gal. Trust me! Believe in my love, I'm very capable of loving someone wholeheartedly and unconditionally. Dear, pls dont hurt me this time round. I dont think I'm able to survive another heart break...................!
p.s: I miss you! Take care of yourself dear!
Is there no love that could withstand the test of time and adversity??!
Then why must we fall in love then?
Different reasons, different needs?
I like to fall in love. Its a wonderful FEELING to be loved in return.
I love to be pampered, to know that there's someone in the world who worries about me, who cares whether i eat, sleep and basically anything. Sometimes I worry him a bit just to feel concern coming from him. Sicko? Not in my sense, its great to know that I have someone who truly belongs to me and me him!
I just want to SEE concern, to SEE love coming from him. I always feel that I do not have to go to such lengths just to get that. Or do I? Why can't couples show more affection to each other? Can't love and concern be shown unconditionally? Why must it always be asked? Be told? Why do caucasians have no whims about showing affection but Asians almost buking at having to hug and kiss their partners in public? A show of affection cost nothing but earns so much out of a relationship.
This was how I thought! Til one day, he called it quits.............................................. Told me to marry a caucasian for all it matters. Says I'll never be able to find an asian guy to fulfill my requirements.
(definitely in the midst of all these, there're other contributing factors to the break-up)
.......To Charles- I had loved you. Never meant to hurt you. Was too insecure to admit that to you. Thought your love was so strong, so strong that it'll shelter me from harm, from bad memories. But apparently, its not. I didnt see it coming, you cheated my feelings for so long.......how could you?? Can you believe I still love you aft all that had happened? We built our home, built our love story, how could you just let it come tumbling down???........................how could you still hurt me even aft we're apart?..............................how could you.......
......Dear - You're a new start in my life. I've gone thru a major break-up just recently. But I guess i've learned. I will bury all unhappiness and bad memories and start afresh again! Will give you the trust you deserve to have. Will continue to give the love and concern I'm capable of giving. But this time round, I'll not expect too much back. But pls, bury your past and bad memories too! I'm not one of your exs. I'm a different gal. Trust me! Believe in my love, I'm very capable of loving someone wholeheartedly and unconditionally. Dear, pls dont hurt me this time round. I dont think I'm able to survive another heart break...................!
p.s: I miss you! Take care of yourself dear!
posted by M/M @ 8:50 AM
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