Maybe...

Hmm.....once again, its been a bit too long that I've come into my blog. Not that I do not have anything to write about but more like no time, no chance to blog. SIGH! Sold off my notebook liao, so now, handicap at home without any computer! Lots of my friends would shudder at the very thought of actually living without the computer! (Hee! I'd really love to see them going thru COM cold turkey!) Alas, I'm not really that hooked on com thus, haha world! I'm able to live thru it!! 3 Cheers for Mandy!

There's something seriously wrong with my life nowadays. I'm having fantastic mood swings! Most of the times are blues! I wonder why?! (Hey life, maybe some other colours like yellow, red, orange or whatever I don't care! I'm seriously starting to hate the BLUE!) Life nowadays not satisfying enough? Not fulfilling enough? Sometimes I wanna knock myself over the head and say ' Gal!!! Get your bloody head out of the blues!!' Sadly, I can't. Maybe not yet, maybe I can really find life more meaningful, maybe then will end my blue blue days!!

What's the world coming to nowadays? Diseases (in all shapes, sizes and forms), bombs (man-made, natural?, human??!), terrorists???!!!! Hey! The world is created for us living things to LIVE in! Not to kill and destroy each other!! Why have we stupid humans gotto be GOD in the first place? Change DNA, clone, create special drugs and meds to feed to animals (our main source of food) and finally creating viruses so strong, they're able to jump from animal to humans!! Now tell me, whats there that's safe to eat anymore? Chicken? Cows? Pigs? Fishes (Seafood)? Veggies? Hey! leave the world alone! Don't destroy it anymore! Its been destroyed too much already! Maybe the world can't help with the viruses and diseases getting so much stronger, we just have to develope stronger medicine to counter-act. BUT..... Terrorists! bombs! (human bombs). HELLO PEOPLE! The world is bad enough without you adding more misery to it!! What logic is there humans killing off humans?? Basically, tearing off our skin and meat, we're all structurely the same! WE ARE ALL HUMAN BEINGS! SCREW all religions who think they can dictate the world!!!!! You are not GOD and you never will be!! DAMNATION to whichever terrorist group who think that they are so smart to carry off a major bombing killing people! HEY! Your own relatives could be one of the casualties or victims!!! PLEASE!!!

I've never believe in any religion thus that makes me a free-thinker. But, I do believe in every religion, there is a GOD. A kind, selfless GOD! Yet, these screw-loose, merciless, damning people can use their religion as a reason to dictate the world!!

Dear God,

I'm not of your religion, whatever you may be, or as god-fearing as I maybe should be. However, I don't kill my fellow humans or put forth plans to destroy off others for the benefit of myself. I beseech you, dear GOD, to really really put your foot down and give long-dued punishment to all those who kill, so mercilessly and ruthlessly on all our fellow human beings! The world can just do without all these power-thirsty f*#%@%!

Live and let live people............

SIGH!