WoW! It's been a while I know. For those who are my friends but do not know and for those who don't really give a damn but I still wanna say, I just had my birthday 4 days ago....Hmm..when you reach a certain age, birthdays need not be that over-excited, over-celebrated affairs anymore. However, I'd really appreciate if those who matters to me DO try to at least remember and drop me a msg or call if it's not TOO inconvenient for you to do SO! Pretty lonely birthday with my parents and brother overseas. Luckily for me, I still have my boyfriend around. But do you know, I'd really like a cosy, home bash kind of birthday where maybe I can still warrant a small cake with candles, people who loves me singing me a birthday song.....blah..blah...blah..... Seriously, I'd really like that...once more?? Now it's like, birthday ah, ok loh, give ang pow. HELLO?! Wat's the point anymore? Ang Pows are so damn...damn..COLD? ...eh..so so very um..not sincere! Hey! I'd like a big, (or small if it comes in the form of jewelleries, hee!) present, all wrapped up for me to tear it apart! ITs the JOY! why do you guys always take away the joy of giving a proper present?! SIGH!!!
Yes, if it's you who I think would know if you're ever reading this blog. YES! I'm angry! MOre angry than you ever think I would ever be!!SO go think bout what the hell I'd be angry about. If i know you better, you should be able to figure it out yourself!!!
So, back to the matter of birthdays. I remember my birthdays from age 1 to age 12, it's always a noisy, party affairs with my adults, mainly doing their own stuffs, many kids, mainly my cousins and neighbours I'm on talking terms with. I always remember the cake cutting time as when it'll usually only be mummy and myself, maybe coupled with a few of my friends surrounding me, singing and clapping. Oh yes, there'd be houseful of other adults very very busy doing their things. (GOd knows what!)Hey! Its still wonderful ok!! I'd have loads of presents, most of them pretty impractical but still, its all nicely wrapped up in colourful paper and ribbons and there'll be loads for me to tear it all up come night time!(Yup, must be night time when everyone leaves cuz mum says its rude to open up presents in their presence?!)
I'd have loads of books,(hey, its ok, i love reading), stationaries, stationaries and more stationaries! (No wonder Popular growing bigger and bigger every year). There'd be a rare bear here or there but WHY, why never barbie doll? SIgh, i've always wanted one! SIgh!
Hmmm....(dreaMILY...)Those were the times. Nice, memorable......Maybe in my coming birthdays, there'd finally be someone doing a candle-light thing, with mushy mushy flowers, bears...whatsoever, a diamond ring somewhere in the midst? PERHAPS? Sigh!
I just wanna settle down now, can? Can some GOD-forgotten genie or fairy god-mum grant my this wish?? PLSSSSS....!(um...this paragraph is meant only for my boy-friend k?)
Ok already, got nothing to comment now. So to all of you who is having a birthday today, tomorrow or any other following days to come, HAPPY BIRTHDAY everybody!!