So tired....

I haven't written anything for such a long long time. Life seems very dreary. Was sick and am still sick and it's been more than a week already. Feeling endlessly tired and sleepy and nothing seems to be able to lift me out of the gloom. I NEED EXCITEMENT! I NEED ACTION!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
My mind is a jumble of thoughts. I've always love talking to myself and have been doing it since young. I really don't give a damn what does others think about my bad habit but it makes me feel good to be able to talk to myself freely and casually and heck care what others think!
I'm dead broke this month and it's only the beginning of the month. Sigh. Money really flows fast. Come and go, that's about it.
What do I really want? Hmm... firstly, I'd really require some uninterrupted rest. I'm so tired, I do not need many days. Mayhep just 1 or 2 days, I just want some rest. Next,I need a well-deserved holiday. I've not been on holiday for so long! My friends are going on holidays and they're not even looking forward to it! Gosh, I really need one and I'm so really going to look forward to it if I ever have the chance to have it.
Thinking of making some nice mango, pomelo dessert this weekend for my boyfriend. Hmm...it's gonna be a new tryout for me so , wish me luck.
.....I still feel like dying......so tired.