I wonder if I'd ever have the chance to wear a wedding gown this lifetime? Isn't it an irony that some just are able to do it so easily. To be proposed to, to say YES, to be able to try out numerous wedding gowns and finally deciding on THAT perfect one. To be able to have your very own BIGGEST day of your life, to link your hands with him and to FINALLY be able to have a family of your own.......

Nowadays taken to listening to real sad songs. Songs that unconsciously make me tear in the bus, in the mrt. I seriously do not know what is wrong but life has taken an ultimate downturn. I have never been close with anyone, even family and now it seems I'm distancing myself more. I'm this close to shutting down completely. N...the best thing is that no one notice....HA HA Ha ha ha....How bloody sad!

Life's a bloody joke!