Always On My Mind

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, I'm so sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't die
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied

Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

So tired....

I haven't written anything for such a long long time. Life seems very dreary. Was sick and am still sick and it's been more than a week already. Feeling endlessly tired and sleepy and nothing seems to be able to lift me out of the gloom. I NEED EXCITEMENT! I NEED ACTION!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
My mind is a jumble of thoughts. I've always love talking to myself and have been doing it since young. I really don't give a damn what does others think about my bad habit but it makes me feel good to be able to talk to myself freely and casually and heck care what others think!
I'm dead broke this month and it's only the beginning of the month. Sigh. Money really flows fast. Come and go, that's about it.
What do I really want? Hmm... firstly, I'd really require some uninterrupted rest. I'm so tired, I do not need many days. Mayhep just 1 or 2 days, I just want some rest. Next,I need a well-deserved holiday. I've not been on holiday for so long! My friends are going on holidays and they're not even looking forward to it! Gosh, I really need one and I'm so really going to look forward to it if I ever have the chance to have it.
Thinking of making some nice mango, pomelo dessert this weekend for my boyfriend. Hmm...it's gonna be a new tryout for me so , wish me luck.
.....I still feel like dying......so tired.